Scadalous/ Saturday, March 26
maybe it's mee..but i'm realli wundering..who is de one who can capture me at first sight..those which we will exchange looks at first glance..smile at second..aNd finally speak a little at third (if we meet again)..sound so fairy tale rite..hMmm..i duNNoe y..sumhow i juz feel tt i've changed..izzit cuz i'm grown up? a little more mature?! l0lx..i realli feel so much quieter leh!! duN realli feel de need to speak so much..i still prefer de language of de eyes and heart..sumtimes..we should learn to close our eyes..and feel de ppl and things around us with de purest of our heart..they will seem closer..bUt when we use our eyes to see them..mani things will turn to greed..and it's when we want to haf them..and make them solely ours..its de world..and i realli wunder..how mani ppl i meet..are ppl who uses their heart to feel..to judge..and not their eyes which fools them into seeing things and playin mind game with them..so far..i feel tt none around me is using their heart to realli feel de world..maybe sum are..but i wun noe..mayBe we should all learn to be more gorgeous..more forgiving..and less calculative with de ppl around us..yeah..finally..haha..my dream guy?! muz be those in a tux and with a tie..sumoNe who is gorgeous and holds himself high..confident and romantic..sumone who noes how to use a knife at cafes..w0w..gentlemen...hMmm..and i realli wuNDer wad is kai d0iN Now..does he cum back to see us?! i dreamt of him tt dae..but i juz couldnt recall de details..i mISs tMk..aNd kai..y do i feel like my heart's a empty cylinder..
indulgence in the wee hrs 0f..
11:42:00 PM
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